Friday, January 27, 2012


男人总是说,女人想太多了

我们能不多想吗?

我们投资的不是钞票,不是现金,而是青春

有些人投资了保值的黄金,慢慢盼它越变越好

有些人投资了高风险的股票,好和不好还不知道

有些人投资了安全的定期存款,安稳踏实的

有些人投资了自己喜欢的收藏品,明知道没什么价值还珍藏它。

投资金钱你都会认真想一下,那么我投资我的青春,

衡量一下未来的可能性,想得远一点有错吗?

english post??

well one of my BFF is using english to write her blog
I have to admit Im quite tempted to do so too
As my english is already jammed+ stucked+ decaying in some part of my brain
I could not believe I have once cried because I refused to go chinese school?

Since I get into chinese school
I fell in love with Mandarin
Of course its not LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT
initially, I hate it very much
By looking at the "lego" words itself, it gives me terrible headache.
But luckily I had a good teacher
and 
My skin yellow enough to remind myself I'm a Chinese!
I started to gain interest in Mandarin
and like all love stories
Like--> Love --> Part of your life..

I speak Mandarin to all my frens
Bla bla bla
Oni forced to speak english with mum and sis* at home
*oni speak english with sis when mum is around NGEK NGEK
Things got worse when mum and sis shifted to Land of the Sheeps
English is like *poof* 
It went out of my life.

I dun casually speak/write english anymore since then.
Oops.Thats when my english started to rot
Sad to say this, but Im unable to express myself well in English anymore
U know, especially those EMO blogs
I have extensive vocabulary to describe one single feeling oni when I used Mandarin
In contrast, writing in english is very superficial and not touching enuf!
* My goal is to make burst in laugther when I write sth funny
and make your tear drops on My guitar when I write sad stuffs*
But my english is not up to that level.

After consideration,
I decided I will still stick with writing blogs with Mandarin
If you dun understand , my yellow fruity fren
Please request assistance from our dearest http://translate.google.com.my/
if the problem still persists, please contact Ms Zoe Tan.
Have a nice day.
^_^

2012 新年感触

新的一年来临了
今年好多朋友即将毕业
而我还要在大学里挣扎
不过也挺好的,反正暂时还是觉得前途茫茫
暂时躲在大学里逃避现实吧!

大学里人多,是非也多
自己有不长进,让人家有理由鄙视我
所以今年我一定要改过自新
ahem..*目标不能明确一点吗?*
好吧好吧。。
1. 早睡早起,不翘课
2. 学会早到/准时到
3.时间管理(今日事,今日毕)
不要看小这三样,我10多年的坏习惯ler..
要改真的要花费很大的精神的。。
加油啊!@_@
为了不让鄙视你的那个衰人继续看不起你
你要争气啊!

至于感情??
今年就快四年了。。
真的进入平淡的白开水期了。。
两个人之间的摩擦也渐渐多了。。
我真的希望我熬得过这个难关
大舅母的过来人经验果然没错
她说:嫁给我大舅的第一年所流的眼泪远远超出她还未出嫁的整段人生的眼泪
我也是差不多了。。
paktoh将近四年,有喜有悲
但眼泪确实流了很多很多很多。。
希望一切难关都能够平安度过。
月老,cupid, venus
请保佑我的爱情啊!


今年最万众期待的
应该是世界末日了
*erm 这个讲法好像有点不妥*
anyway,我当然不是期待世界末日啦。
choi..
只是安全起见,那个日子我肯定会跟家人度过。
不想一个人在kl孤零零的toin toin 啦。。T_T